tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87923108785626483922024-03-12T16:49:30.102-07:00My Journey with CMLHans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-64352706494225503582012-05-28T21:39:00.000-07:002012-05-28T21:39:19.843-07:00May 28th - New PCR resultsI'm actually a little behind, I never did post my PCR results from back in February. The PCR test takes place every time I am down at OHSU, or 4 times a year. <br />
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The tests in February were somewhat of a small shocker. While my PCR was weak positive (same as before), and FISH was clean, my cytogenetics which hasn't had evidence of CML since 3 months into the trial, suddenly showed 1 CML cell out of 20. Given the sample size, it's quite shocking statistically to have such a small sample show a CML cell. Both my previous and current doctor assured me it was a fluke, since the other two tests were not consistant, but the emotional side of me struggled with what it could mean. So, fast forward, the PCR test in May had some added significance, since it would show if there really was more active leukemia, or the fact that it was a fluke.<br />
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The May PCR was released during the automatic release process in the middle of the night. I woke up very early for some reason, and by routine this time of the year, I checked my email on my phone. And sure enough, there was a message that there were test results waiting for me at the OHSU site......<br />
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Some day I will take my blood pressure during the keystrokes of going to OHSU.EDU, and finding the test results. Nerve wrecking is an understatement. By habit, I know exactly where on the test to look, and luckily the numbers or words that I want to see, are in the first few lines....And there they were, the results were UNDETECT. A huge relief obviously, it confirms that May was a fluke, and even more importantly it dropped from last time. How much is almost impossible to know, since I am under the threshold of the test. For now, I am going to cheerish those results, especially in light of an upcoming vacation that I have been looking forward to for some time now.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-70108263592747664222012-02-20T21:53:00.000-08:002012-02-20T21:53:58.064-08:00Another birthday - turning 44....Today I celebrate with mixed emotions. If I had been diagnosed with CML about 12 years ago, I would have been given a life expectancy of 3 years...Well, 3 years passed about 2 months ago, and I'm very much alive and kicking...Today I give thanks to Dr. Mauro, Dr. Deininger, and of course Dr. Druker who lead the revolution in the change in treatment. I am over 2 years on Ponatinib, and for all we know i am still doing great. Of course, I had my appointment last week and I am waiting on the latest results to come in. Dr. M is willing to bet that I am still in CCR and things are stable, but it's still nerve wrecking non-the-less. <br />
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I also think a about Tyler, a lot. I think my life would have been very different without Tyler in my life. His encouragement, him leading the way, and above all, his bravery facing CML inspire me every day. We miss you T-Bone, you'll always be in our memoriesHans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-70190250273876401412012-01-03T23:27:00.000-08:002012-01-03T23:30:48.491-08:00Turning a new page in this journeyTowards the end of 2011, I had gotten more involved with informally helping
other patients. It all came from wanting to pay forward, all the support and
help I had received from the likes of Beth, Yanni, Annie and Mandy/Tyler. I
don't know where I would be without such incredible individuals that always took
the time to listen, to offer up suggestions, and just be there to lend a
supporting shoulder. I had been searching for a purpose, something that would
allow me to direct my energy that I was using to find a solution to my problem,
and also turn some of my thoughts into positive impact on other patients or
care givers. <o:p></o:p><br />
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In the fall, I learned about the National CML Society. An organization who’s
single purpose is to provide support to CML patients and caregivers and advance
treatments and making connections between health care providers and
patients/caregivers. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that the
organization was exactly what I wanted to be involved with. I had informally
benefited from some of the same services they provide, and there is a need to help
patients/caregivers organize and make it easier to navigate everything CML. To
make a long story short, I started getting involved, and since I was one of the
first from Washington, I become the Washington state representative to the
National Organization. You can learn more about NCMLS here: <a href="http://www.nationalcmlsociety.org/">http://www.nationalcmlsociety.org/</a><br />
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My involvement lead me to attend a patient summit in Portland, and then
later was asked to attend one in California. Both of the events was an opportunity
to connect patients/caregivers with others, as well as introduce them to the
NCMLS. In those two events, I met some wonderful people with powerful stories,
and some were truly inspirational. Like the women in Portland who has lived
with CML for 19 years, or the young 20 something guy who works for Disney in
California and had a transplant 3 years ago. It made me aware that we are all
over the spectrum in terms of our journeys, but we share some common paths that
all of us go through. Always in the back of my mind, is the loss of Tyler, and my
greatest wish is that nobody has to go through that ever again.<o:p></o:p><br />
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Around the same time, I was asked to do a story for Powerfull Patient, an
organization focused on helping patients and caregivers through knowledge. The
interview took place during the summit in Portland, and the finished product
can be viewed here. <a href="http://www.patientpower.info/video/hans-loland-a-cml-diagnosis-and-a-miracle-baby?autoplay=1">http://www.patientpower.info/video/hans-loland-a-cml-diagnosis-and-a-miracle-baby?autoplay=1<o:p></o:p></a><br />
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So my new mission, is to lend a hand to patients or caregivers who may need someone to listen, share what I know, and just know how to direct people to someone who can help when needed. Part of that will be reaching out to the Washington patients I have informally met, and start setting up some connection meetings in the area. I will also start using this blog, to start publishing more about research and resources available. <br />
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Oh, on another note, my PCR came back from my December visit in Portland, I am back to Weak Positive. I surprisingly wasn't too shocked about it, when you get to a low level, it doesn't take much to fluxuate from undetectable to weak positive. Of course I will hope to go back to PCRU next time, but my main goal is to be low and stable. Keep the course.<br />
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Happy New Year all, may this coming year be filled with happiness and great health !<br />
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HansHans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-74598522052957107212011-09-21T22:48:00.000-07:002011-09-21T22:48:29.058-07:00UndetectableYeah, there isn't much sweeter word for a CML patient, or any cancer patient for that matter. My PCR results from my 2 year mark in Ponatinib came back as <strong>undetectable</strong>. I had been hovering at weak positive for almost a year, being oh so close, but just not there. I got the notice of waiting results late one night, and my heart rate shoots up whenever I click on the test link. And there it was, undetectable.<br />
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About 15% to 20% of CML patients reach this milestone over time. While I don't think it is that significant prognoses wise, mentally it's huge. The official status is Complete Molecular Response (CMR), ie. they tested 100,000 cells, and none of them are CML. Most trials and publications look at the prognosis of someone that reached Major Molecular Response (> 0.1%), I haven't found anything that calls out the CMR subgroup specifically.<br />
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Now before I get too excited, simple math tells us when you test 100,000 cells and there is about 1 Trillion cells in the body, undetectable does not equate to no CML cells remaining. Cured is a very difficult term for CML patients, since all it takes is one sleeping CML cell to wake up, and start reproducing. But what is does allow me to consider, is potential future participation in studies that take you off the drugs once you have been undetectable for a set number of years. At least now, the clock is ticking on being CMR. But for now, I will appreciate it for what it is.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-86917919437016194862011-09-08T23:15:00.000-07:002011-09-08T23:15:10.732-07:00Cooper Harrison Loland ArrivedOn August 18th, 9 PM and some change, Cooper arrived, healthy and kicking. The delivery was relatively easy, but of course that is easy for me to say. But definitely easier than both Christian and Alex. He is a little smaller than our previous other two, but length wise the same. He scored 90% in length and 50% in weight. But importantly, from a CML perspective, he is for all we can tell, a perfectly healthy Sprycel baby. <br />
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This is significant, in that there are not that many Sprycel babies, since the drug was only approved for usage in 2007 I believe, and the label still states that men (and women) should not have kids while on the drug. But working with my fantastic team at OHSU, this was ok'ed and planned. We never knew if we wanted another child, in fact, some days 2 very active boys seems too much, but once I reached a very stable low level CML (last 4 tests since Oct 10 have been weak positives), we made the decision that life isn't going to be put on hold.<br />
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On a different note, I just had my 2 year on Ariad, or Cycle 24 as they call it. Ariad goes by a 28 day month, so it's not a full 2 calender years. It's amazing how time has gone bye, I ran into Nancy, she is one of the nurses in charge at OHSU, and I got to talk to her at some length. She was the first nurse I had down there, the first day. The first day still rings loud and clear in my mind, the fear of taking a compound that hasn't been tested that much on humans, the anxiety of not knowing what it will do to you, an the fear of what it will do to you. Will it work, won't it work, and is all this for not...All history now, but reminds me that this is a life long journey. It was so nice to share what has been happening with Nancy, since she spent the entire first day with me, drawing blood every hour, and listening to my story. Walking through the halls down there, I realize that nurses are either amazing at remembering names, or they actually do take interest in patients. I had 3 nurses call me by my first name, just walking around. When I think back, I have spent a lot of time at OHSU over the past 2 years.<br />
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So while no results are back of course yet, other than my CBC's that are on the lower side of normal, I did learn that I am now going to start going to OHSU every 6 months instead of every 3. They still will require a biopsy since my abnormal chromosomes that have shown up in the past year, but if not for that I wouldn't even need a BMB. Maybe one day I will be completely boring, oh, that sounds nice...Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-29216389424087700422011-08-01T21:12:00.000-07:002011-08-01T21:12:53.338-07:00Missing #11I'm a little late posting my latest results, it was mostly a non-event. My PCR continues to be weak positive. My cytogenetics showed 2/18 were Monosomy 7, and on fish it was 1/200 cells. So it continues to trend down, or at a minimum have no growth advantage. My CBC counts were all continuing to trend in the right direction, even my platelets were up to 90k. Overall, on the right track.<br />
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My next visit at OHSU will be in early September, after which I am supposed to switch to every 6 months from then on. It will be some adjustment to go from very regular monitoring and feedback, to as much as 6 months between dr. visits. I will continue to get my blood drawn, but only see Dr. M every 6 months.<br />
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On a different note, work has finally slowed down a little, either due to natural reasons, or that I am mentally preparing for upcoming paternity leave in a couple of weeks. Everything is going great with Cynthia, I don't know how she can keep the same pace. The boys continue to come up with new things almost every day, and at times Christian can be just the sweatest boy. I say at times, since he can also throw a fit and tell me that I'm not his best friend anymore either. I am impressed that he does use his words to communicate as much as he does, it helps that he tells us what bothers him, and we talk things out.<br />
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We had a soccer tournament this past weekend up in Bellingham, our yearly trip up north. While Tyler hadn't been able to play the past years, he did participate in the Friday golf last year. While golfing we talked about lineups and how he would line up the team. Tyler had a unique sense of bringing out the best of people, in no matter what situation. I was reminded this weekend that Tyler wore jersey #11, and thanks to some quick thinking, the shirt was put aside from the jersey pile. It is just another reminder how integral Tyler was in my life, all our lives. For many years, the team name was 'Bledsoe Triangle', after a formation that Tyler had thought through, and would fit our playing style. We had many successful seasons and tournaments applying Tyler's methodology. <br />
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While life goes on, it's just not the same without him. I know he was watching over us this weekend, cheering us along. We miss you #11.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-32415318627110221082011-04-06T21:52:00.000-07:002011-04-06T21:52:29.537-07:00Added stressWhile my CML has been doing great, with 3 recent 'weak positives' in a row, I have been having a transient problem with Monosomy 7 coming and going since Oct last year. This conditions shows up in the cytogenetics report, where they look at a small set of cells that are dividing. In my layman's terms, it's looking at the pregnant population, since that is an indicator of the future. The del 7 is actually in the non-CML cells, ie the healthy ones. I haven't seen a CML cell (Ph+) show up in this report since January of 2010. <br />
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In October, 3/20 cells had a deletion of the 7th chromosome (intestinal deletion), while in January it was 0/20. But this last test had 4/22 with Monosomy 7. My previous dr. (Dr.D) assures me that it appears to be transient, meaning here today, gone tomorrow, etc. What is the critical question is to look to see if there is any dysplacia. That could indicate MDS, or myelodysplastic syndromes. This is often called pre-leukemia which can cause your marrow (factory of producing blood cells) to crash. There are no signs that my marrow is being impacted by this condition, and it's perfectly ok to have this condition, with no symptoms and no need to change course in treatment. <br />
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But, while I have 2 of the top doctors in the world telling me not to worry since there are no signs of MDS, it's still hard to put it aside. It's ironic that I can feel totally comfortable about my CML, and worry about something else. Ironically, the cure for MDS is a Bone Marrow Transplant.<br />
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But, I won't get ahead of myself. While it's a stressful time with everything going on, both my life and others, I have to remember to cherish every day and make it a good one. Can't predict what the future will hold.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-25571359094989466782011-03-29T10:55:00.000-07:002011-03-29T10:55:17.408-07:00Finishing Strong<br />
I've actually stolen this entry from Tyler's blog, Mandy posted this recently. Tyler's father, Scott has designed a shirt in memory of Tyler, and is selling them to raise funds for Leukemia research. As most of you know, research in this field is very much has had a personal impact to me, and I hope you'll consider purchasing a shirt in support to help find not only new treatments, but a cure one day. <br />
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<br /><em>If you attended Tyler's memorial service, you may have heard that Scott (Tyler's father) was designing a t-shirt to sell as a fundraiser in Tyler's memory. The shirts are in and I have posted a picture of the images on the shirt for you above.<br /><br />They are bright green (like our beloved Sounders colors) and have a silhouetted image of Tyler running on the front. The back of the t-shirt has a picture of Tyler with the quote "I have fought the good fight. I have finished the race. I have kept the faith."<br /><br />If you would like to order a t-shirt, please contact Scott Bledsoe at (206) 546-2629. If you can't call him, you may also try e-mailing him at mycaga@hotmail.com, but you will be more likely to catch him by phone. </em></div>
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In addition, if you want you can simply contact me with a shirt size and I'll work with Scott to get you the shirt. Suggested donation is $20 for the shirt.</div>
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Yeah, no kidding, it's already 18th months on Ponatinib. Still staying on 60 mg, and side effects are manageable. My blood counts were steady compared to 3 months ago, and my PCR came back with "Weak Positive" again. This is the 3rd weak positive result I've had in 4.5 months, so either the decline is just happening much slower, or possibly I have bottomed out there. While it would be wonderful to be in PCRU (Undetectable), I won't complain about holding steady at weak positive either. <br />
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What I realize sitting here, after they both have fallen asleep, probably dreaming about the cake and hoping for left overs for breakfast tomorrow, is that I have never known Alex without me having CML. When we found out about my diagnosis, Cynthia was 6 months pregnant. In fact, since Christian is so young, he will also never remember me without CML in my life.<br />
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That poses a challenge. One day, we will have to have the 'conversation'. I often think about how that will be, hoping that by then it's so far in my rear view mirror that it's more a conversation at the dinner table going something like this...."Hey Dad, I broke the car again, could I borrow yours"..."Sure son, as long as you have a $1000 deposit and note from your teacher that you're a good student...oh, and by the way, I have CML, have had it since you were born, no big deal...and don't mess with my preset radio stations again ! "....I really hope it's that simply, but I have to take a day at a time.<br />
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Tyler's passing is still impacting me a lot...It probably will for as long as I can look forward. Alex is named after Tyler, for all the right reasons...I sometimes try to look at him and hoping to see if he's grow up to have some of those traits. The numbers guy, the athlete, the kind and gentle person who graced us with his presence....I keep hoping....One thing he does have that they share in common, is a totally contagious smile...I look at Alex and suddenly a hard day, isn't such a bad day after all...Tyler could do that, he'd make you forget about the troubles around you, and focus in on the important and real stuff in life, and the not so important stuff....<br />
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So what does all this has to do with CML ? It does and it doesn't....CML is part of me, it was part of Tyler, but it's not who we are or were. I am reminded that between now and the conversation with our sons, it's about the non-CML part of life...That is what they need from me.....Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-84216370992174419652011-02-17T19:25:00.000-08:002011-02-17T19:25:42.248-08:00When to you seek out a CML expert ?In the CML community, there is generally an acknowledgement that there are doctors who treat CML and then there are experts on CML. Most people who are diagnosed start Gleevec immediately, and usually have frequent blood draws the first month or two, and then a follow up Bone Marrow Biopsy at 6 months post diagnosis. This is pretty standard protocol. There are however doctors who don't follow the generally accepted protocol. If the patient demonstrates achieving the standard milestones at the prescribed dates, the risk to the patient is minimal, but if the results don't match the stated goals, there needs to be a closer look at the reason why and it's appropriate at that time to determine if a second opinion is in order.<br />
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Every list would of course vary, but in general the following people are generally on every ones list. I have been fortunate enough to be treated by both Dr. Deininger (when he was at OHSU) and Dr. Mauro at OHSU. In addition, I got a consultation visit with Dr. Druker. Anyone who is on a list in the same company as them, has to be in a class of those few that we would call 'CML Experts'.<br />
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Here is a list of some of the recognized CML Experts in the US.<br />
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I had a co-worker and friend who shared with me how difficult it was to even talk about it after my diagnosis, and instead it actually became difficult to have any conversation since it was hard to figure out the right conversation, does one talk about or doesn't one...And if you don't talk about it, then does it become obvious that you're avoiding it....You get the drift, it becomes a vicious circle.<br />
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So I want to thank our friends and Tyler's too. That was one of our topics on a Portland road trip, how fortunate both of us are. We have wonderful families, and an incredible network of supportive friends. While I don't say this often, I thank everyone for their support and understanding. I think the past month has been the most difficult of this entire journey. Tyler's passing, while ever so slightly easier to deal with each day, still is just right under the surface, and I find missing him many times a day.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-30132121989889162792011-01-25T22:14:00.000-08:002011-01-25T22:40:54.385-08:0015 month Biopsy on AriadI find that I am not updating the blog as much as I should. Part of it was I just haven't had much news to share.<br />
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But to get everyone up to date, I have had 2 PCR's in the past 2 months, and both of them have come back <strong>'weak positive'</strong>. The explanation of weak positive is that they could detect the signal of CML, but it was so low that they couldn't quantify it. So basically, I probably have somewhere between 5 and 10 bad cells out of a million. I am very close to PCRU, which is undetectable. Since the PCR test is sensitive to a million cells, and there is a trillion cells in the marrow, it simply means that once undetectable, statistically, there is still a chance that there are a million bad cells left. Considering that there were roughly 500 Billion bad cells when I started, that is a huge improvement. <br />
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We're also monitoring some chromosome abnormalities that showed up in October. They found 14% of my FISH test (200 cells) were Monosomy 7, partial deletion of the 7 chromosome pair. These mutation were found in my PH- (ie. non CML cells) and are not that uncommon. Since I have obviously responded to the Ponatinib drug (the new name for the Ariad drug) and it was in my non-CML cells, the doctors are simply monitoring it. The latest biopsy in early January showing the ratio dropping to 4%, so the condition is in all likelihood transient. There were no other issues observed with it, so both Dr. Mauro and Dr. Deininger tell me to not worry.Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-30361615307222224542011-01-25T22:12:00.000-08:002011-01-25T22:35:26.695-08:00There are no words to express our loss<strong>January 6th, 2011 -</strong> One of the most decent human beings we've ever had the privilege to know and call our friend passed away at the young age of 44. We mourn the loss of this precious soul. Each day I find myself remembering how much of an influence Tyler was in our lives, and how much I miss him. He fought the battle against CML valiantly and I know you're up in heaven playing soccer, golf and fantasy sports. We will always miss you and never forget.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">Wow, I can't believe it's been 9 months since I started the trial. A lot has happened recently. My doctor was offered a chair person at University of Utah, and I am very happy for him and the opportunity it gives him. The silver lining was that the replacement doctor is Dr. Mauro, someone who is equally recognized as one of the top world experts on CML and shares Dr. Deininger's increadible humanity. Dr. M treated me the first week down at OHSU, so it was an easy transition back to his care. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">So, down to the numbers. I am still Fish and Cytogenetic negative, and my PCR is 0.039% this time. Statistically that is roughly the same as my 0.066% 6 weeks ago, and my 0.036% from 3 months ago. Slow and stable.</span></div>Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-58642395646728376722010-06-06T20:31:00.000-07:002011-01-25T20:39:31.311-08:00Breaking the silence<div style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I have heard from a few friends lately that they were wondering what was going on with me, based on the lack of postings on my site in the past few months. I have kept myself from posting anything trial related, which has limited my ability to share my CML journey. After I found my postings about personal thoughts regarding our 3 year old Christian posted verbatim on a Yahoo financial discussion group back in December, I felt a line had been crossed. All along my intent of the blog was simply to keep friends and family up to date on what was going on, as well as hopefully benefit others who are either starting their CML journey or at a crossroad. I have often found the advice and suggestions of patients and caregivers invaluable in evaluating my own predicament, as well as learning how to communicate with my own medical team. Knowing that what the difference between a lavender and green cap on a vial, has already once ensured that a PCR test wasn't missed, even though it was scheduled.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><strong>So what is happening with me?</strong> Well, I have been on 60 mg for more than 7 months now. I officially reached Major Molecular Response at my 6 month, and I achieved Complete Cytogenetic Response at my 3 month. I continue to maintain both MMR and CCR. Combined these are a major milestone with treatment of CML, so it has given us some breathing room. Officially my log reduction is 3.5. My white count that early on was in the 2k range, has been in the 3k range for the past 3 CBC's. My platelets are also in the 60 to 70k range. Everything is pretty stable, with no Grade 3 or Grade 4 side effects. The most inconvenient side effects are fatigue and some other minor ones. The fatigue is hard, given that I have a draining job at times, I am usually spent by the time the kids go to bed at night, and I'm lucky if I get a second wind. Unfortunately (or fortunate as it may be) I love my job and what I do, so I do pour a lot of myself into it, and can't even imagine slowing down, but I may try to take some personal days this summer just to give myself some days of rest.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I am down to travelling once a month to OHSU in Portland, and I do one CBC a month here in Seattle. I do have to continue to have a Bone Marrow Biopsy (BMB) every 3 months per the trial protocol, but somehow they are getting easier and easier. It probably doesn't hurt that the last 2 times I have opted for drugs through an IV. If I wasn't in the trial and I had the results I have, I believe BMB would have gone down to every 6 months, and then yearly after that. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">With all that said, I want to call out that Tyler is still fighting the battle, harder than anyone I know. He finished his recent chemo therapy, and is now back on Tasignia. His white counts are coming up to reasonable levels, but they are still searching for the best solution out there for him. Please keep him in your prayers. If you already are not following his blog, here is a link to it. </span><a href="http://bledsoebattle.blogspot.com/"><u><span style="color: purple; font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">http://bledsoebattle.blogspot.com/</span></u></a><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">With everything that has happened lately, I decided to step out of the world of CML, and have an annual physical with my regular doctor, here in Woodinville. He was the one who diagnosed me with Leukemia about 1 1/4 years ago, and I hadn't been back to see him. They actually had me come in a few days early to give a blood sample so that we could discuss the results in person. The strange thing is that a blood draw these days is so routing that I don't think twice about it.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I can't believe how fast time has gone by. It just like last week that we scrambled to make our way down to Portland on a Friday afternoon, so that we could start the trial. Yesterday was our Day 1 of Cycle 4, which roughly translates to the 3 month checkup. Yesterday involved getting an Echo Cardiogram, blood draw of like 12 tubes, and then the always fun BMB. The first one at OHSU was with Dr. Mouro, where as this one was with Dr. Deininger. Unlike all previous BMB's, Dr. D does it while you're lying on your side, where as the others have you laying on your stomach. I was a little skeptical since my bones are known to be 'stubborn', and I envisioned being pushed right off the table when trying to get through the bone into the marrow. But surprisingly, it seemed to go rather smoothly, and quickly. Of course that could be contributed to Valium and Morphine that they injected into my IV right before they started. I hit a beer level of 12, which is a new high. That is my personal scale on how relaxed I feel, so basically I felt super drunk.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">Last week, Dr. D had a PCR done. This was not a normally scheduled test, but I think he was curious to see if there was any activity by the drug. My expectations were low, since I knew during my previous drugs, that you had to really wait a full 3 months to see any measurable results. When I started Sprycel, the idea was to do a monthly PCR, but then Dr. Druker at OHSU said that was too soon, and don't expect anything. So our expectations on the 6 week PCR test (blood only) was very low. The test also takes 1-2 weeks to come back, so we had little hope to get any news before Christmas.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">As you can tell, the drug is having an effect. In the first 6 weeks, the drug has done more than twice as much as the 9 previous months on Sprycel and Gleevec. The goal is typically to reach Log 3 reduction by 18 months, so we're definately tracking to some positive results.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">For those who are like me and didn't quite pay enough attention in school, the log reduction is based on a 10 fold decrease for each log. So if you started at 100, then 1 log reduction is 10. Another log reduction would put you at 1 and a 3 log reduction is 0.1. The reason 3 log reduction is a major milestone, is that statistically they have shown that those who achieve a 3 log reduction by 18 months, have an outstanding chance keeping it under control long term. You will see me more and more track my progress in terms of a log reduction. But in raw numbers, I was 50 early November (you can almost think of that as 50% leukemia cells out of 1,000,000 tested), and now I am 4.4 in 6 weeks. Of course the 3 month will show more detail, but there is clearly something positive happening.</span></div>Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-55545256323867817222009-12-03T20:47:00.000-08:002011-01-25T20:48:03.297-08:00One year ago - December 3rd, 2008<div style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">What sticks with me, was the incredible support and comfort I received from family, friends, co-workers those first few days and continue to this day. Our familes have stepped up to help in any way they can, and as I write this Cynthia's mother and aunt are staying with her, to help with the kids and anything else she needs, while I'm down in Portland. But the greatest impact to my current situation, is Cynthia giving me the space to get myself in a better place, and there when I needed someone to take over when I wasn't up for it. I think we have definately challanged the wedding vow that talked about in sickness and health.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">So I ask myself, why even relive those painful moments in my past, and simply let history be ? In my case, it puts in perspective where I am now, and how much has happened since. The sky hasn't fallen, I'm not feeling ill, and Syracuse basketball is playing better than they have since 2003 when they won the National Championship. The point I am trying to make, is that life has continued, even improved in many ways. The arrival of our 2nd boy Alex has allowed us to rekindle the memories of lack of sleep and being thrown up on constantly. Christian at age 3 is allowing us to rediscover wonders all around us. Many times I wish I could see life as he sees it, I imagine that things are simple, and there is no fear in life (other than the monster in his room at times). But even then we overcome the monster by hiding under his Thomas blanket…We hide together, and we tell the monster to ‘go away’. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I’m feeling very educated about CML, since I have spent countless hours diving into as much information as I could gather. It’s difficult sometimes, since it’s not like I can buy a CML for dummies book at Amazon, or take at course to learn about this. <span> </span>But knowledge has allowed me to take an active role in my treatment, and also be able to communicate with my doctor when needed. <span> </span>I decided that I’m not settling on simply following the prescribed treatment, and being in the trial was due to reaching out and learning about other options. If it wasn’t for the trial drug, I would literally be in the midst of a transplant these days since that would be my only option. I have networked with other CML patients, and both found comfort in their stories, and in some case grief when the outcome was not positive. While Tyler is doing good, there are other friends who are worse off, so I don’t feel I can rest until we’re all out of the woods. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">So I ask myself, where am I today ? Well, physically I am sitting down in Portland, part of the Ariad drug trial. I’m feeling great, and I’m anxiously waiting to see if the drug is working as hoped for. Compared to 3 or 6 months ago, I’m actually in a better place in that we now know that the first 2 generations of drugs, wouldn’t work since I acquired the T315 mutation. But that is all water under the bridge now. My backup plan (which was like Plan E when we started), is a bone marrow transplant, with my younger sister as a perfect match (10/10). I have to sometimes remind myself that I am only 3-4 weeks away from a transplant at any given time, so that I don’t get ahead of myself. One day I imagine I will feel differently, but for now, that is my monster in the room…</span></span></div>Hans Lolandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14878215598073368768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8792310878562648392.post-43456495524344329282009-12-02T20:50:00.000-08:002011-01-25T20:50:52.175-08:00Dec 2nd - Cycle 2, Day 1 Ariad Trial<span style="font-family: Arial;"></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt;">My platelets that I was most worried about are down to 52k today, from 56k on Wednesday last week, so they have definitely started to bottom out it appears. Dr. D had already contacted the drug company, to see if there wasn't room to keep me on the same dosage, even if my platelets fell below the 50k required in the protocol. Since I had been regular on 44k during my Sprycel months, he felt there was little risk to allow me to go as low as 30k. They agreed, and made it a discretionary decision by him. Since I have full faith in him, I have no problem following his guidance. The alternative would have been to lower my dosage until the platelets came back up, or put me on a brief drug vacation which is quite common on these types of drugs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I also got to schedule my Seattle visits, which will start every other week beginning next week. So after I leave Portland on Thursday, it will be almost a whole 2 weeks before I come back down here. While Portland has been very good to me, I won't miss the drives and being away from home and the family. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Can't believe it's already been 20 days on the new trial drug. I am doing some day round trips to Portland, and I have to say that I am getting way to familiar with the route. Come December, I will only have once a week appointments, and half of those can be done at Seattle, so I know there is light in the end of the tunnel.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">My BP has been very stable around 130/80 for the last 4 times, so I think the stress is off there. Today's CBC showed whites at 3.2k, platelets at 66k, and Neutraphil at 54%. In english, the only number to be a little concerned about is the platelets, since if it drops below 50k, then I may have to have a short vacation off the drug, or lower dosage. This is not abnormal for these types of drugs, in fact, on Sprycel I hit 44k on Sprycel. As for the whites, it went up to 3.9 last week, but now back to 3.2. These numbers will swing +/- 100's, even within the same day, so it's nothing to worry about. as long as I don't see higher than say 10k, I should be comfortable with the white number.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">This week has another round trip to Portland on Wednesday.</span></div>
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